(ill stop the world and melt with you.)





















(its important to get a lot out of the little things in life.)

i think ill make blueberry muffins tomorrow morning.

some things from valentines day,
i made jonathan a three layer chocolate raspberry cake.
it was unfathomably delicious.

i received approximatly 10,000 kisses from this remarkable person yesterday.
i just wanted to say it.
so that i might never forget how lovely it was.
























i do not own the capacity to understand how intricate the relationship between us is.

just some odds and ends.
(sometimes those can be nice)
places i remember.

ive been taking pictures nonchalantly the past week.
just of my surroundings, they feel different, I haven't developed any yet but I can already tell. its a good thing, careless, honest, easy.
I'm unbelievably poor at the moment, my rolls of film are collecting in a dresser drawer, waiting to be liberated.


my head's in the clouds,
dreaming of skies and grassy plains and sunhats and always endless photographs.
this has been playing in my mind today:



if you've never heard it you should listen.

me: "I don't have anything to look forward to."
hattie: "you have so much to look forward to, you get to have bagels and sex everyday."

she's a good best friend.
(i do have a lot of bagels lately.)
(and sex.)

finally scanned all my polaroids, these are spectras from the other day.

i posted an entry similar to this but some circumstances have changed.

so for quite a while I have had my heart set on going to france this summer with jonathan, and because summer is creeping closer, i've had to make a concrete decision about the whole thing.
i have gotten invited to do a great many adventures this summer, those being:

going to new york city with my parents:


going to isle of palms with jonathan:


staying on my sister's berry farm in new hampshire for a few weeks:


going to see glacier national park and roadtripping through the west with my friend brian:


going on a cruise with my sisters:


going to mount petit jean for a few days with jonathan:


and staying at newagen maine with jonathan for a few days:


I can do ALL of these things this summer with the same amount of money I'm spending on France, less actually, OR

I can go to france in august.

decisions decisions.
its difficult being blessed with so many adventures.
advice, please and thank you.